Can you open your eyes and see more than just the river washing you away from me?
Is it really so much easier to deny than to actually allow it to be?
Continue on faking your way thru as you float astray
I can not hold you, if I could I still would not contain you
So go on living your cool cruel life the way you do
There’s no need for you to look me in the eyes
No need for truth, in fact I prefer your lies
I see right thru them so paper thin, where do I begin?
Shall I let go, move on and just find some one new?
Or do I wage this tsunami and fight for you?
This trip to realization has been quite tiresome
I almost can’t remember where it started from
Sloshing on, in this water I continue to tred
Can’t we start over, fresh and new instead?
Why is it so impossible to get you outta my head?
Will I just float on forever like thoughts in the breeze?
Forever waiting for you to claim me?
This river is merciless, at times relentless
I find myself wishing, “If only you meant less”
Then somehow maybe I could finally free myself of you
Would you suddenly be the one racing to pursue?
They say if you love someone you should set them free
My biggest fear tho is that you won’t even stop to look back for me