There’s something about this man that makes me smile agaian
Something about him makes me want to be whole again
To pull myself out of this hole and try once again
Now all my words said I question,
Every move made I retrace
Suddenly he’s gone,
Leaving behind nothing more than an empty space
What’s going on?
It’s barely been a while, merely a couple of days
You wouldn’t believe how sincerely I want him near me
It almost scared me how quickly I fell for him
Worse how quickly my fear grew that maybe he withdrew
I recently told a close friend I wished I could meet someone on the same level of my insane or even crazy, then just maybe crazy or insane is not at all what he would see
Instead he might actually see me
No shame, no blame
We could just be this crazy team
No need to play the game to claim our glory
Almost completely in sync, or so I thought
Now I’m back to thinking I’m insane
Once again I’m trying to break up the fight
Which will win tonight?
My heavy heart or my weary brain?
I ask myself does it really matter?
Sitting quietly in the crashing rain
Thinking I can’t be the winner here
Merely patients stretching thinner dear
It can be so hard to look forward to the future when your path is unclear
For now I’ll await anything at all to distract me
From the thoughts of how much I wish when I’d found him I could have finally found it too