I feel so alone sometimes
Usually that’s when I drift of into space in my mind
Often tho I find myself lost in there
Suddenly I’m confined
As my chest tightens I fear I’m running out of air
How can I be so frieghtening, even to me
These chains that hold me I know I can beat
For I know they aren’t real
Still I stay, unmoved
That’s not to say I do not feel
My past continues to harm me, I choose not to heal
Refusing to close the wounds, allowing none to disarm me
I know, tho rarely admit I am the source of my own insanity
I truly am the only one to blame, the only one able to make it all fade away
So why then you ask is this where I choose to stay?
Funny I ask myself the same thing every day.